Stability and Expectations vs Performing Cravings

So lately, I’ve been thinking about how I don’t know what I want to do in the future. I honestly try to make it seem like I know what I want, when really, I always second-guess my choices. I’m currently an intended Public Relations Major and possibly will double in Political Science. Why? I considered going into politics or event-planning or something.

Now? I’m always feeling the need to perform, sing, and dance, the need to be on stage. Could be because I haven’t performed since I got out of high school, but still? Unfortunately, I know my family would prefer to have me aim for something… More… Stable? For the lack of words. I feel everyone has such high expectations, yet, I can’t shake this feeling of wanting to go out there and good or, not, have my voice be heard. You think it’s worth a shot? Iono, I’m just rambling now.

Aside from this, it sorta sucks not knowing what I want to do or where I want to go. I’ll figure things out soon though. Well, eventually at least. Whether it’s performing, becoming a musician/artist/actress, a politician, a public official’s representative, event planner, or etc.

But one thing’s for sure! No matter where I bring myself, I know I’ll be successful. Just watch.