Friend-zoning Mr. Sacramento soon. “/ I’m sorry, Bro.
It WOULDA been fun though, Black Ops Dates, Skype Dates, Long Distance Phone Calls, Long Drives to see one another, etc.
A little bit of sarcasm, but yeahh; Iono, yo. You’re still a person that can help me become a better person, just… As a friend.
I’m not getting into a relationship. Period.
No negotiations.
Done.
Talk to you tonight though, yo!
He’s studying for his Law Enforcement/Criminal Justice… Blahblahblah exam while I’m studying for my Critical Decision Making Midterm together. Over Skype, that is. Haha. Someone needs to move to SJ… Ahem… Why are you hours away, Bro?! Haha.
P.S. Don’t tell him, but I really have to fart. I don’t want to mute the mic though because it’ll be hella obvious. It feels like it’s gonna be a loud one too.
UPDATE:
P.P.S. That awkward moment when you realize you don’t have to fart… But have to poop instead.
TMITMITMI.
I brought one of my guy friends home after watching a movie last night… And no matter how many times I tell my sister he and I are just gonna stay friends… She won’t stop bugging me about how he and I should get together. Every time I see her, she just asks me, “WHY NOT?!?!?!” I feel bad. She was so excited that I might finally have a “like” interest. Oh well!
Good job, yo; you got my sister’s approval without even trying. -___- If you get on my parents’ good side too, they’d practically adopt you.
But aside from all the approvals you may get, this doesn’t mean you can break your promise to me! >:I
Pinky Promises are LEGIT.
Before you tie yourself down and decide to wait for that certain someone, you might wanna ask yourself first if it’s worth it. If he/she is worth it. If you know EXACTLY what you’re waiting for will be the RESULT and not just some hopeful thinking. Then go ahead and wait. But keep in mind, sometimes, we get so caught up with waiting for what our heart wishes so hard for that you start rationalizing what you’re waiting for and, dare I say it, eventually settle less for what you originally intended. Is it worth it? Is that truly who you want to spend your time on knowing the results may not be of satisfaction?
I’ve decided I’m not waiting for anyone anytime soon. I’m done waiting for nothing.
Ladies, and Gentlemen with the worn-out minds and hearts. Stop rationalizing. You know your worth. And if that certain someone doesn’t appreciate your worth, maybe it’s time to move onto someone who will.
I wish I realized this months ago. Better late than never? I deserved way better, so fuck you. “3
Good friends don’t ask if you’ve been crying all night when they see you the next day. No, instead, the first thing they say is “Holy Crap, it looks like you cried waterfalls or got punched in both eyes!”
Fricken Linh, you love me even if I look like a puffy-fish with puffy bug eyes.
Also, Good friends IM you at 4am+ to check up on you. Thank you, Nikki Tran. <3 Hope you got some shleeeep!
What I look forward to most is seeing all ya’ll back in SJ! It’ll feel like home again. “D I can’t wait to hear all the stories about your dorm experiences and such, it really isn’t the same in SJ without ya’ll. Quite frankly, it’s been quite lonely and quiet. I just hope nothing’s changed too much.
Edwin’s leaving tomorrow. He’s always been there for me, even though I always pushed him away. He calls me his best friend and I call him mine, but he and I don’t have the stereotypical best friend relationship, yet, I can say I can trust him 100%. He’s the main reason why I cried when I dawned upon the thought of my friends departing for college. The friend who truly stayed through thick and thin with me. The friend I literally ran to through my hardest times. The friend who deserved to be treated better. And I know a simple apology may not cut it, Edwin, but I’m honestly sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you these past years, you didn’t deserve any of that.
To my close friends and Edwin who have helped me get through my hardships, I truly appreciate what you have all done for me. I’m who I am today because of ya’ll and I’m glad to say I love you all. <3 When you’re all off in college and you meet all kinds of new wonderful people, don’t forget about me! See you later, ya’ll, because this is not goodbye. “D
Oh goodness, I’m probably going to cry so much tomorrow when I see you off. >.< Same with everyone else. T-T
